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Hello. My name is NOOR FADILLA BTE JUMAAT.
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Studying in ITE COLLEGE WEST CLEMENTI
I love anyone who LOVES me!
A PERFECTIONIST.
EMOTIONAL TYPE.
NAUGHTY BY NATURE!
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Monday, November 9, 2009!

HandWritten on; 6:52 AM

This blog has become sooooooooooo dusty ever since. Here I am again, to make it alive.

Recently, someone just give me a wake up call, in a subtle way. I've been not with myself lately, all thought went back to the same old problem. I hate it when I think too much, make myself all stressed up, when I'm just plain old lazy to solve it myself. To think back on the past, I did something totally wrong. I find a really decent job, whih promised a high pay, but at last, I crumpled and throw it away. Stupidity just takes over me. If I've continued, I may not have problems now.

And like I said, I'm no more the Fadilla that people known. No more smiles, joking and whatsoever. Like a plain old jane. Sadded life? Yeah.

Luckily there's people who always stay beside me, behind me, infront of me, everywhere. The dearest happypills. I'm contented to be with you all. Jeez, I won't imagine a life without my happypills. Lonely, duhh.

And Won't forget, HIM. Well, you make me laugh, smile, but you know dear, I can't stand it if there's too much comparison. Even for a random one, as we were taking a walk, and you keep wandering your eyes elsewhere (You know what I mean) I know it has always been a nature for a guy, but you should know, informing me will make matter worst, will make my self esteem to go down the drain. Now you know why I still can't take you. 1, 2, 3. GOOOOOO FIGURE.

For school, this last semester plays an important role in my future. I need to work hard to enter polytechnic, I swear. My marks have not been good, and I regret for not having a good marks for a mere normal things that keep disturbing my mind. I must be active in my cca tooooo. Which I could take care of it, I think.

Now, is to take care of everything in a proper way. That will promised me A SWENSEN treat 2 months from now. Heh. ;)

Thanks to Nisa for hearing my blabbering and giving me this:

TODAY IS GOING TO BE A GRAT DAY!

BY WORRYING THINGS WOULD NOT GET ANY BETTER

ANYWAY, I CAN BE SATISFIED AS LONG AS I TRY MY BEST.

I'm okay, I'm okay.

Labels: I'm not okay

Monday, October 19, 2009!

HandWritten on; 11:24 PM

Coz' I'm just imperfect in many ways.

There you go. =)

Labels: Bye.

HandWritten on; 9:31 PM

So random. Randomness rocks!

Okay, Fadzly is like watching classic movie "DO RE MI" at youtube. Funny SIAA!

Now, I guessed life is preety smooth. But I bet it is just for temporary. After that, I think more complications would come, as the whells keep turning around.
I watch as people fall, being all moody. Oh godd, this is so challenging. And I guess I'm the one who is happy all this while. I should be moody too, I guess.
He's going to be busy. AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! Its okay, i sacrifised. I know you need to achieve your dreams. I'll be waiting though.
I'm contented for now! Yeah!

Labels: Contented

Tuesday, October 13, 2009!

HandWritten on; 6:53 PM

Okay, for now, I don't know why the insecurities just takes over me.
All the negative feelings, just conquered me and bringing me to the low end.
Yes, I'm just imperfect in many ways, i admit.
But still, this feeling hurts alot.
I give up.
I really did.

Labels: Haiz

Sunday, October 11, 2009!

HandWritten on; 8:13 PM

Having advanced office application rigth now. SSSHHHHHHHHIIIIITTTTTTTT, I don't even know single things. All those assignments. And of course, another module, Public Relations. The schooling hour are shorter. And I need to IMPROVE ALOT, just to progress to polytechnic. Ohgawd, its just the first day, and we are starting on assignments. OKKKK, stop whining.

WOOHOOO! I can type fast now. Congratulations Fadilla. Stop it.

Holidays over, and now in a new beginning. I've learn alot in the holidays, and not forgetting all the sadness, tears, hapiness ect. Life is not easy, ya know? And of course, meeting new and old friends. BUT ESPECIALLY, I WANNA APOLOGISED TO HILLGROVIANS MALAY PEOPLE, FOR UNABLING TO JALAN RAYA WITH THEM. I replaced that, I promised.

ILYT bby!

Labels: =)

Thursday, October 8, 2009!

HandWritten on; 2:41 AM

I'm cheated, GREEN GUY SUCKS! Seriosly. Ohhh, I don't care.

Hari Raya was filled with hapiness and sadness, just so many things happen during the holiday. Meeting new friends, arguements and so on. And I don't understand how it happens, when we were given a brain to think. Urrrggghhh.

Updates later on. School starting soon. You just stole my heart, my prince.
Goodbye!

Labels: LOVE

Monday, September 14, 2009!

HandWritten on; 5:55 AM

Updates, updates, updates!

12 SEPTEMBER 2009
Went out with the guy. Treated to McSpicy meal for breaking of fast.
BTW, I hate to be matchmake, just so you know. I'mma happy with the way I am now, and nothing is going to make me feel bad. Nonetheless, I'm sorry to you.

OMG, I SWEAR I FALL FOR THE CUTE GREEN GUY!

The Hip hopper!

But too bad, that may be the last time we're meeting each other. If only I could see you again, I swear I will be smiling all the way. Grinning from ear to ear. Even though we just met and only talk for awhile before we get seperated, I swear my heart was fluttering with joy. The mere thought of you make me blush. AWWWWWWWWWW!

13 SEPTEMBER 2009
Hanging out with APEEZ OOI! Catching up with each other life. IMYSM!

14 SEPTEMBER 2009
Outing with Khairunnisa, Malini and Rasyidah aka the 4E3 Girls. Catching up, going to Ion Orchard, Shaw House, Geylang bazaar and finally, Gombak Air Pasang for breaking fast.
Totally miss them! More outing please? Muacks!

Tomorrow, going to school to submit green club thingy, and IFTAR with the ITE peeps at Simpang Bedok. :)

Hey everyone, I need a job please?

Labels: Job